Friday, October 5, 2012

Leto, being adorable

Had some nightmares again last night, but I was able to control them more.
I woke up feeling better than I have in a while.

Still broke down and sobbed for a bit in the shower this morning.

The cats have been cuddly lately. Super cute. Needy. I'm ok with this, and spoiling them right now. Maybe we all need it.

My friend R* is here from the Pacific North West on work, and then she's spending the weekend with me before she leaves.
We've known each other for years.
She knew Wash.
She's also lost someone close to her to (a different kind) brain cancer.
So, she knows.

Hour by hour, some worse than others, but I just hold on to Hope that somehow it will start to get better, at some point.
I still Hope it will.


  1. Tashi, simply by the fact that you woke up yesterday (Friday) feeling better than you have in a while............ (despite your having some nightmares again on Thursday night)............ is an Indicator For Tentative Hope that it *can*, hour-by-hour, start to get better. I ~ f.e.r.v.e.n.t.l.y. ~ hope and pray that will be the case for you, you know.

    I loved your brief (1:23) video of Leto............ i.e., he's just the sweetest little orange marmie; and he even "meowed" for you, too, at the end!! I look at Leto and I think of how much he and *Wash* so mutually loved each other; and it's comforting to me how much Leto obviously loves *you*, too.

  2. Aww, your kitty is adorable! I just love fluffy cats.
    I can't imagine how hard this must be for you, but I'm glad that the nightmares are a bit better and that there is hope for the future. That's a great thing. You're a stronger woman than I am and probably lots of people out there, I hope you know that :)

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