Saturday, September 29, 2012

Burning Judgement

I finished the painting last night.


I've decided after waking up sore (again, with both cats sleeping ON me) to put off more cleaning today. I don't think it's good physically or emotionally for me today.

I need a day just to rest, to not have to do things "for" Wash still (like paperwork).



I'm listening to bagpipes this morning and thinking of him.

6 comments:

  1. What a lovely painting. It's nice to have beautiful things around to look at.

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  2. Having painted two winter scenes myself in the ancient days (haha!!), I remember what some of the first, very simple and unrefined paint-by-numbers kits were like; and MY two paintings didn't even *r.e.m.o.t.e.l.y.* look THIS nice!! In fact, when I enlarged your photograph (Above), I honestly thought to myself, "Wait a minute!! This really doesn't LOOK like a paint-by-numbers painting at all, because the coloration, composition, and depth look WAY-too-'free-hand'............ i.e., so this immediate-past Friday, I probably simply MISREAD what Tashi wrote about completing a kit!!"

    If you've ever stood right next to a tall stand of bamboo, under the blue sky of October, with the wind blowing through the emerald green canes/leaves, it's such an amazing............ ("PROTECTED," if you will)............ feeling; and that's why I think Wash would be PROTECTIVELY-happy that you painted this *lovely* scene, Tashi.

    And this from ProFlowers.com, too: "According to Feng Shui masters, wherever bamboo is placed, good fortune is sure to follow. It's a traditional symbol of happiness, wealth and health in Asian cultures." Although I'm not sure whether your brother Yoshi ~ (in your March 22, 2012, post) ~ your sister-in-law, and your nephew, who live south of Tokyo, follow any traditional Asian culture or not, but if they do............ they'll also just *l.o.v.e.* your painting, too!!

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  3. Scr*w cleaning, scr*w everything you don't feel like doing.
    Laugh, cry, think of him, think of yourself, think of butterflies or gawddang nachos- this is YOU. This is you in the darkest time of your life, and living up to expectations is simply not an option right now- whatever makes you feel comfortable is the right thing to do.

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  4. Nice job on the painting! You seem to be doing the right things& making the right choices right now. You have to feed your soul, and you have to move at your own pace. I worry you'll try to go too quickly & that may lead to regret later. This is absolutely the time to be completely selfish and self-indulgent, Tashi. Nobody will begrudge you. If they do, you send 'em my way!

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  5. You are an amazing artist. It is very good that you have so many artistic and musical outlets to help you through this difficult time. <3 Much love, Tashi.

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  6. That's a beautiful painting, Tashi. I'm glad you're doing something for yourself. That's what you should be doing now.

    Please take care. There are a lot of people in the world ready to help carry you.

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