Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Open the Box

Wash is having a super bad day.
Needed a LOT of medication this morning.

Did not know where he was for a while, could not remember we were married. He knew/recalled who I was, but I looked "different" to him this morning, which confused him.
The house has changed a little and he was very upset/confused where all his things were today?
Also when he was flipping channels he saw the date and freaked out; it CAN'T be September already! No! It's... the month that comes after January! He knows!

I hate brain cancer.
I hate what it has taken from us both.


  1. awww. I hate frackin' cancer. Fwiw--you're being so brave Tashi. Sending you both love & light.

  2. Wash is becoming progressively more upset and confused............ and you're having the true agony, Tashi, of seeing this further unfold in the man whom you love, (i.e., almost more than life itself).

    There's no rhyme-or-reason, or fairness, or anything else to say about how horribly cancer ............ r.a.v.a.g.e.s. ............ and ravages not only the poor person who actually HAS cancer............ but also all of those "around" the person............ (i.e., who deeply love and genuinely care for him/her, too).

    Thinking of ~ praying for ~ and a.c.h.i.n.g. for ~ you and Wash both............

  3. Tashi,

    You don't know me, but I've been following this blog for some time. I am soooo sorry you and Wash are going through this. I can feel your sorrow through your writing. Please know you have many kind thoughts coming to you from Ontario, Canada.

    Remember you are a strong person, and this is a temporary situation. Live it and love it for all it's worth. Wash is lucky to have you. Remain strong and god speed.