Wash woke this morning a bit panicked. He was very confused with what day is it today, who is coming over, what day is it again?, No there's stuff to do!
He got very very angry at/with me when I tried to correct him/give him info on today.
I had to ask him to sit in his "Cool Down Chair" twice this am.
Heavier on the am Xanax too.
I hate the days he doesn't remember. He knows who he is, but the rest is scary details he only faintly remembers.
He knows someone from Hospice is coming over today, but it's not his normal CNA so even explaining that just confuses him more. Same with a new Hospice nurse this afternoon.
I need extra patience on days like these. He's mentally a scared 3-5 year old in the body of a sick 27 year old.
But I always have to be the adult.
It's scary, it's not fair, and it's not fun.