This is my breaking point.
I have not gotten a night with more than 5 hours (at the max) of uninterrupted sleep. Since May- averaging 3-4 hours of sleep per 24 hour period.
I did not sleep 'til after 4am this morning.
Wash woke me at 7 something. At 9 something. Again at 11, I BEGGED him to go downstairs and watch a tv show for a half hour, less than 10 mins later, he's chasing the cats through the bedroom.
WHAT THE FUCK?
I am at the point where if no one local can help me watch him this weekend, I'm calling Hospice and he's going into a 24 hour care home for a few days. Hospice will let him stay for up to 5 days as "Respite" for me.
I need sleep. And rest. I feel like I'm literally coming apart.