I am happy for them, quite. It just... hurts... to know that I am denied everything I want in life.
I want a child with my husband as bad as I want him to be alive in 2 years. But there's not a good chance of either of those happening.
I feel like a failure lately.
We have a media interview with NBC again locally on Monday and with Village Voice Media on Tuesday.
The only help the State of Arizona can now give us is advice to "Have you thought about moving to Canada?"
Yes. Our Dept of Economic Security judge told us to move out of the country.
La vie, non c'est ci bonne.