Ending my day with a nice note.
I finally found the storage drive that Wash had loaded all our photos on. I have not seen it since early 2009.
So, I found a lot of wonderful photos that we took in 2008 when we first met and got engaged.
Before the cancer.
Very different smiles than at the end of 2009.
It felt like seeing the person I knew and fell in love with all over again. Without actually having him around this time.
It's bittersweet, but right now I have to hold onto every memory.
Remember every smile, every laugh.
Remember how much he said he loved me.
How he said he was happy.
How we planned to spend the rest of our lives.
I go to bed every night hoping to dream of him.