Sunday, December 30, 2012


I spent a lot of today sobbing. Mostly from the mid-morning on.

My eyes hurt.

It's just one of those days where I miss him in every little way, and I'm reminded, over and over. I can't not think about it.

I'm going to try to do something good tomorrow.


  1. We're counting down to midnight on New Years Eve, here in Australia. (It's currently 4.49pm.)

    You are in my thoughts tonight. I wish for 2013 to bring you some measure of peace. I wish for your happy memories to become your main memories of your beloved Wash. I wish your pain gradually lessens to bearable, and you remember him with a smile more often than tears.

    Have you heard that weird joke about eating a raw frog for breakfast to ensure you have a good day, because your day can't get any worse after starting it by eating a raw frog? I think you've eaten the raw frog.

    2013 will be better for you.

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